Cashew plantations were not part of the flora and fauna of Kerala. They
were brought to India by the Portuguese. They brought many wars and diseases to
the shores of Kerala. But of all the things brought on by the Portuguese the
cashew plantations were never considered harmful, at least not recently. Now
the least harmful has become the most evil and violent killer of all. The
indiscreet use of a pesticide called Endosulfan in cashew plantations has lead
to genetic diseases and death. A large section of the people in the district of
Kasaragod is affected by Endosulfan in one way or other.
Last week I went to Kasaragod, the northernmost district of the southernmost
state Kerala. I was on a journey to meet a few of the victims of Endosulfan
poisoning, so that our organization can give medical aid to a few of them. My
initial plan was to meet ten to fifteen families and shortlist five to dispense
the medical aid. I knew it was not going to be a pleasant journey. But I am not
a naive person going to meet the first Endosulfan victim in his life. I have
seen many victims before and had my fair share of horrors. But this journey
was something more than I ever bargained for.
First I went to a lady who is a teacher in a special school. She is a
social worker as well as the mother of an Endosulfan victim. After the initial
pleasantries I went inside the house and saw the child. But there I was
mistaken, though I thought she was a young child; she was in fact 23 years old.
Not more than three feet, weighing may be 30 kilograms, there lies an epileptic
child with cerebral palsy and physical deformities; a classical case of
Endosulfan poisoning. She is also half paralyzed, dumb, with problems to eye
sight and hearing. Yet she was able to identify people. She responded to her
mother by laughing (I don't know whether the strange sounds made by her qualifies as laughter). I suddenly realized what was
in store for me for the rest of the day. I simply wanted to run away. But her
mother didn't allow me. To prove their case she showed me the treatment
details. I am no medical expert, but I can say this much; the child do not even
have a single organ doing its function. From there I was taken to the next
victim of this brutal pesticide. There I saw another child. She was also a 20
years old, but no more than four feet tall. There was just an old lady to look
after the child; her grandmother. The mother has gone for work so that she can
feed the child at least twice a day. I asked about the father and understood the
gentleman has abandoned the family long back. Well, who can criticize him?
Looking after these children is a very difficult task and he took the easy
path. Well poor mothers, they are the victims of double betrayal, betrayal by
the state and their loved ones. But they were all willing to go to any extent
to protect their children.
From there I was taken to the third victim, another child. This time for
a change a real child; she was just three years old. I love children and
usually a three year old will make you happy with their laughter and pranks.
Not this one, she was in absolute agony with pus coming out of her ears.
She was biting her grandmother and aunties while her mother explained her
plight to me. Yet another house abandoned by its master when the child was
born. I felt ashamed to call myself a man when my lots were running away in
such a cowardly manner. From there I was taken to the next victim like Christ
bearing his cross. The next victim was a boy of 7 years. He too was similar to
the other three victims, epileptic, half paralyzed and having cerebral palsy.
They didn’t even have a bed for the child. He was lying on a plastic sheet. The
child talked to me in a language only he and God can understand. Definitely he
was not asking for help, he was too proud for it. I believe he was accusing me
of inaction, inaction in the first degree. I felt secure because I don’t believe in
God, I absolutely don’t want to stand in front of such a powerful being and
answer for my inaction.
The icing to the cake was made when I went to the next victim. I was accompanied
by a blind social worker and two others to the next victim. The blind social
worker herself was a victim of Endosulfan but she is one of the most
courageous, optimistic and happy person I have ever met personally. She was
being hopeful about the whole issue. But then I remember she was blind. She
doesn't have to see what is happening around her. We reached the house of the
next victim. I won’t call it a house. At least not in the normal sense, may be
as a euphemism we can call it a house. The house was locked from the outside. An old man; a neighbor told
us that the mother of the child went for work and the usual practice is to lock
the house from the outside. I didn't ask about the father of the child because I
already knew the answer. Then the other lady who came with me had a look
through the window. She was looking shocked, and my brain told me not to look.
But my heart overruled my brain like many other times and made me have a look
into the room. There I saw one of the saddest human beings I ever saw
personally. I have seen young children with AIDS; people with terminal illness,
mentally retarded children and many more. But this was too low even for my
standards. There I saw a child (She was 26 years old, somebody told me
later, but looked like a child), she was half paralyzed and mentally
retarded. She was lying on the floor soaked in her bodily wastes and wearing
torn clothes. An aluminum plate was kept near her (my dog eats from a better
plate and definitely better food) and she was trying to drink from the plate by
licking. Well, I had enough, social work or no social work I don’t want to see
anything like this. I told the others who came with me that I had enough and I
will inform them about the project later.
Now I am back in my room in front of my computer and thought I will
write down my experience so that I can post it in my blog which has a monthly
readership of 5 (Including myself, I always read what I write). May be by some
accident if there is a God and if he asks me what I did. At least I can show
him this post.